Sink or swim

I spent a good part of tonight crying over my stupid paper. I don't normally cry over homework. I just like to deal with it and get over it. I don't like to cry in general over things. But I feel unprepared enough to write this monster that I don't even know where to start and combined with my lack of sleep and stress in other areas of my life it has results in hysterics. Dislike. My only consolation is I'm not the only person in my class who feels this way.