Wow

My emotions are on such a roller coaster right now but I'll just say one thing.

Shannon got her first kiss.

Can't say with who (not quite ready to divulge that information. because there is a 70% chance it is going NO where) but this is big.

WE DID IT

We survived. We opened SERA. 2 of the hardest months of my life and we still have 2 more days (plus today). But I've certainly learned a lot about myself. I've changed too...but I think it's for the better :)

I have a 4.0 for the first time in my life.

I'm standing up for myself as well as for others.

I am finally able to see my dreams begin to come true.

I have my first paid stage management gig. I can finally call myself a professional. Scary? You bet. Amazing? Even more so.

I've seen myself grow as a stage manager even more. It's not easy but it's worth it in the end.

I've found my independence growing still and I love that.

I've been reminded on a daily basis that everything happens for a reason and I truly have such a blessed life. Things happen that we don't like. You can't predict when something will go wrong. But you have to trust that it will all work out.

My mentors are beyond fabulous. Linda, Michael, Sam...Yeah I'm pretty lucky.

And I just have to trust that it's all going to be okay. It will all be okay.

AH

We're going into tech week soon. In fact, I'm going into the first of three separate and consecutive tech weeks. When my head explodes...I apologize.

SERA (SMC) opens in 10 days. Same Time, Next Year (DAE) opens in 18. The dance show (SMC) opens in 24. Dear resume, you'd better be super awesome by the time I finish.